Dearest (((( ((((Belle)))) ))))

Please try to let your subconscious know that you were not the one who caused your pain Mark was. You were not the one to dump yourself Mark was. You were not the one to rip your heart out Mark was. You were not the one to treat you as if you don't matter Mark was.

All of the decisions I see were Marks not yours, you are trustworthy to yourself but others will always have to prove themselves and their intention toward you and that is as it should be so that you have some feelings of protection around you