Thanking ptk for your reply but to be honest I don't have the brain capacity to understand much of what you have taken the time to share with me. I apologize. I will come back to read it when I am in better shape.

I think I am going to start a new thread to talk more about my current situation. I am really have a hard time right now and need some help figuring out what to do.

My apologies to the OP for highjacking the thread with my last post.