Haha thanks again.. not trully sure if it is in my gut or in my head... possibly in my head but it's making me feel sick in the gut.
He can't really become clingy, works away so I will only get to see him every 4 weeks anyway...

Just don't know what is up with me. I feel like crying, WEIRD!

I will talk with him tonight (unless I chicken out) wont tell him that i am in a panic.. will just see how it all plays out I guess. No harm is letting it all take its course naturally (we all know that I am not really good at that LOL)