OMG. It's starting to get very clear that he is in fact interested.
I had already decided that I'm not gonna ask him for walks anymore, comment anything of his on FB or start conversations with him. I had decided, that I'm not going to even think about him, but just forget all of this and pick up my life where I left it. And it was working perfectly! For like a day or two. Then he started chatting with me every day. More and more, and about more personal stuff. To the point that it's making me really uncomfortable.. it's like he is getting really close and I'm feeling cornered. I haven't said anything, because I don't wanna hurt his feelings and I hate saying no to people.. But I also hate it that I've got myself in this place again, where I try to be what I think someone else wants me to be! I mean, how could he like the real me, if I don't even know who that is? So I'm just terrified of saying or doing something, that he might find unlikeable or rejecting. And eventhough I KNOW things would be so much easier if he could just stop being interested and I could go back to my simple, uneventful single girl life, I still don't want that to happen.
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