Hi, i'm Kira and i would love to ask for some opinions. Me and my boyfriend had been in a 7 month relationship, it may not seem long, but we liked each other for about 11 months and had quite a deep relationship. He had even told me a thousand times he wanted to marry me, wanted to stay with me forever and wanted children with me. But he had made quite some mistakes in the beginning, with some lies, him not standing up for me and it was hard for me to completely get out of it. At that point, more trouble came my way. My health, my studies, my home situation and more.. So i got depressed for about 2 months over it, from all the trouble i had been having.

The only one i showed this to was my boyfriend. Because i secluded myself from everyone, i only wanted to cling on him for support. Seeing that he would be there for me, forever. I had a huge weak moment. Then, the last weekend and 2 days after, it went great. We had a blast, everything came back together, and we were very loving. But then we went to his place, (we both still live with our parents) and he and his father were away for a while. Now, his mother had always treated me badly. So i wanted to talk to her politely, that i didn't feel at home and more. She eventually started calling me a skank in other words, said that my boyfriend absolutely didn't want to be with me anymore and that i was all kinds of trash. Ugh, inlaws.

Then i talked to my boyfriend that night, and he said none of it was true. He didn't want to break-up at all, and he denied everything with an honest look on his face. The coming two days, i was really down. I wanted to seclude myself somewhat, also from his attention, so i kept to myself while he was there. I didn't stop telling him i loved him or anything, but i wasn't happy. I just needed two days or so to heal.. The day after, he was still very loving to me and calling me nicknames and such. Telling me how much he loved me. I was still distant, but i hoped he'd understand. The next day he simply came to my door, emotionless, and told me 'we should put a stop to everything'. He gave me something i left at his place, and he left again. Didn't even want to talk. I was completely baffled.

The next two days, and these days as well, i have been making stupid typical mistakes. I have called him, begged him and pleaded. He didn't want to. He couldn't handle it anymore, he said, but told me he really wanted to be friends later on. He didn't want to contact me or whatever, he wanted time before he could speak to me again. I've sent him mails, but all replied kind of the same. He couldn't handle being with me again, but he really wanted to be friends. Though he did say things like 'My love for you is still really deep, but even though this is the most painful and hard decision of my life, i still think it's the right one'. And when i asked him 'But it would be too hard to be friends.. Wouldn't you have the urge to cuddle and more?' he replied with a 'Of course i would.. *sighs*' So in my point of view.. really strange.

I have more, that happened. But i would like to get your opinion on this before i continue . Thank you!