Nope, that's not true. If I wanted to use more than stay clean, I would have never went 10 months clean. I wanted to use sooooooooo bad during those 10 months that many nights I literally layed in bed and cried myself to sleep. Now that I'm using some, I want to be clean so bad I lay in bed many nights and cry myself to sleep. Either way I go, I'm miserable.
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... What's this life for?
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