I don't even know what makes me mostly odd. I mean I thought all these years I was talking to people right... but then suddenly I start asking and started getting unpleasant answers, one relative says I do so much wrong, it's hard to explain. I have one relative trying to coach me into saying "How are you?" and general small talk skills, but it isn't working very well. That and my intense liking of Birds and Sonic could be autism..... but then there is the fact I have eye contact and can interpret faces.

My therapist thinks I have it, but I learned lots of faces and social cues, but still don't respond to them right, I dunno.

I don't even know exactly what my mental illness stuff is. I know it involves mood problems and to the extreme psychosis, but that's it.

I'm just one confused person.