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im sorry you feel so alone - are you putting yourself out in the world ? joining clubs? going places where you might meet people? or are you isolating ?
I isolated for many years and stil to a large extent do - but you need to be out in the world tio find somone and also as you have said to loe yourself first - jut my opinion - but unless you love yourself - its hard for others to get past the emotional barriers we put up because of that
I hope you are feeling less alone - big hugs to you
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet