T just called me to say she won't be available by phone after today until next week. Exactly what I was hoping to not hear. I couldn't even talk to her, I just said "ok, thanks, bye". $hit.

this is hitting me hard. It was SO hard to open up to T yesterday. Now I feel like I have to get through the whole rest of the week without her. I don't know if I can do that. I didn't call her last night because I thought I could call her today if I needed to. Now I feel like I HAVE to call her today if I want to speak to her at all. I'm really kind of freaking out.