(((((((((((((((((((((monty))))))))))))))))))))))) i'm sorry this happened. it sounds like it really shook you up. it's great that you're working with t on it right away though, and while it's still fresh, you and he can come up with something to help keep you feeling safer in the future. you've sure got a great t. that's for sure!

love ya and be really good to yourselves right now.

kd