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I don't think your T is going to be mad at you. I think she is going to know that you are going through a very stressful period and that you are having a hard time. Ts know that clients sometimes lash out. And if she is good she wont take it personally.

I don't think you are weak. I think you are very strong. I hope your T responds to your email and lets you know that it is okay.