True Faith,

It is wonderful that you can see how much you have improved through your work with your T!! Congratulations

I haven't reached that stage of acceptance and development yet. But I do have some hope that I'll get their someday. I am still extremely resistant to acceptance, even though I understand that I'm carrying this baggage along with me. I don't want it! I refuse to accept reality. Strange as it sounds, that's where I am.