I'm leaving her a message right now

I'm not even too positive what I said on the message. Someday maybe I will learn to plan what I'm going to say ahead of time, it would save a lot of ummmm's. I think I said "I'm kind of freaking out about you being gone and I wanted to see if you could...I just need to know that I'm going to be okay. Or something. So, give me a call back."

If anyone ever wanted to torture me all they would have to do is force me to listen to the voicemails I've left my T over the past year or so. I hate being that needy and emotional and MESSY. ugh.