Hi, Shezbut! Thanks for your congrats!
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I don't want it! I refuse to accept reality. Strange as it sounds, that's where I am.
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No, I don’t think that sounds strange. Resistance is a natural part of therapy. It’s not possible to just lift of the baggage. I was scared to death knowing that I have to go through all the repressed feelings and, also being forced to let all my negative thoughts about myself come to the surface. That’s why therapy takes so long. The part of you who resist reality is not the real you, it is the voice of the resistance talking, trying to “protect you” from being hurt again.
I really believe that you too are going to make it happen someday. You have what it takes to get there. You seem to have such a great knowledge about yourself and therefore you can not fail. You are aware of your resistant to accept the reality and that
is the way to recovery. It will carry you through the ups and downs. Because if you can acknowledge your resistance, it will work
for you instead of the other way round.
All the best,
