So, like you guys I am really missing T. He's on vacation and it's been a week since I last saw him. Today was a really rough day--I started back to work and felt really annoyed at him for never being around during this stressful time of year for me (I'm a schoolteacher). Anyhow, I was trying to remind myself about the session we had before he went away, and how nice nad kind he was in-session. He does this sort of thing when we're going to have a break where he reminds me of the qualities of the relationship. But I can't for the life of me remember exactly what he said and it's driving me crazy! It was something like, "blah, blah, blah, bah." You get grouchy, I get grouchy and we work it out." I wish I could remember what the blah blah blah meant!

I just don't know if my memory issues are dissociative, medication effects, or anxiety I might have about a situation-in this case, T's abandoning me again. I I really wish he were here.