It may end up that he still refers me out, although I am eating more. At least now we have a plan on how to manage it if it should come to that. I feel a lot better with that in place.

His vacation was unfortunately timed - that's all.

I found that sometimes when you just want to turn it all away, that's when you actually have to make yourself turn into it. Sometimes it works out, sometimes it doesn't.

I knew, deep in my heart, that the anger wasn't the issue, it was a symptom of something else. To me, therapy is about ferreting out that something else and trying not to let the therapist get in the way!

I target so much right at him, when, in fact, it's almost always a deeper issue that I have to deal with. It's like I have to put him aside for awhile. He's just there to help the best he can.

It's still nice to hear the words "I'm not going to get rid of you simply because you have a problem" Very very nice.