I did have two years of talk therapy which helped. My therapist never alerted me that I had BPD and when I told my old psychiatrist that I believe I have BPD she said "Really? I don't see it?" I said "But I have almost all the criteria?" She said "Oh..well..then you probably do have it."

My current psychiatrist sees me every couple of months for "medication management." The visit lasts 10 minutes, it's him typing on a laptop and me reading over the prescription to make sure he wrote it correctly (cannot tell you how many times I had to hand it back.)

Funds are so tight right now which is why I'm procrastinating. I figured maybe I can come here and work out issues. Sometimes support groups are so much better.

Hugs for your offer to help!