I'm sorry but I didn't know where else to put this and it is kinda urgent seen as I don't know who I will be next.

There is 3 of us. Lexis the protector but she is the mean one. She tells us we are pathetic, weak and worth nothing. She tells us to do bad things. She has been with us since we were 9.

Then there is Nikki (me). She is just the pathetic, problem maker who is vulnerable and doesn't know what's going on. She is the one that gives up and it worthless.

Then there's the little one who has been coming through alot more lately. She is scared and innocent, she is harmless and only wants to be safe and loved. She doesn't like the other 2 fighting.

We don't know what to do. Lexis keeps trying to take over and I try and fight but i'm too weak and have had enough. I am just scared, me no what to do. Want them to stop this. All these strong feelings are over powering.

I keep forgetting. Argh I don't know how to stop this. All I know is that we can't let Lexis take over because she allows us to do very bad things. We have already threw up today and she makes us want to self harm.

We are sorry. Just want help, even though Lexis says we don't deserve it.