I am feeling uneasy about the responses you've gotten to this so far. Your feelings are valid, and I can relate to so much of it. Feeling attached and so easily affected by one person is huge. It is a risk, and your fears are there for a reason. It's so hard to invest yourself, be vulnerable with, a single person and develop such feelings for them. It's scary. I totally get it. And it scares me too. I am trying to tell myself, though, that T is teaching me about having an open and honest relationship - and that I will develop the tools to create this with other people in my life.

I have an appointment to go to, so I have to run....but I will post more later.