i am only 18 yrs old but have lost 6 people already in my family. i dont have a big family as i have only ever known my dads side of the family never met my mums side. i lost my 2 half brothers when i was 2 and 3. the next to go was my grandad when i was 4, i then lost my grandmother when i was 7. at the age of 10 i lost my only uncle i have. then when i was 16 yrs old i lost the most important person my dad, i miss him terribly.
but after i lost my dad i have found it really hard to cope with it all, but ever since he passed away i have also lost my mum and twin brother in a sense as they just dont seem to be around as much and are worried about themselves all the time and never have time to be a family anymore. and this really hurts.
sorry fot the little rant but i needed to get it out