when i was in a residental treatment program i saw my T 3x a week and once in group.this went on for 4 years and when i was ready to leave the program i saw my T for about 3 months after i left but i had other people in my life at the time and was enjoying my freedom and didnt seem to need her at all.but i always knew i could call her if i needed to.i did stop and visit her once.this was many years after and she still remembered me.i think at the time what helped me was friends and a life at the time that had nothing to do with T and the program i was in.i know this isnt the same but i know how scared you are and how the idea of not having T thare just isn't something that is possable.i would hope that your T will help you be ready for this.