Thanks

I never used to have them... it's the whole 'trust' issues raising their heads! Am sure that one day I will feel more secure about it all. Getting hurt is the most frightening part of opening your heart.

I tried to get an appt. to see my T between now and when Louis gets back.. he doesn't have any eveing appoinments available (hoping for a cancellation) but just emailing him made me feel stronger and happier... he's a really good T - happy to help by email and phone if he can