Today suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucked.

I went to see my pdoc, and I get to start an out-patient program tomorrow. *oh joy* She wanted me to go in-patient, but they didn't have any beds open. So we decided to try the out-patient for a while to see how that goes. She gave me Ambien CR and upped my Prozac. I dun wanna sleep though. I have the nightmares and they scare me. I also decided that I need some alone time from my husband, because he constantly yells at me and treats me like a child. Yesterday, he said that I had planned all of my problems so I could be out of work, b/c in the past I had said that I didn't want to work. . . . . so I'm gonna take some time away from him. All though it will be with my mom, I have no other place to go.