I've been having intrusive thoughts about killing one certain man? I've never felt those urges except until now. I just want to get a hold of his shoulders and shake him so hard and then kill him??!! I'm just wanting to do that so bad?!? I haven't had the desire to though and now. I'm to the point of doing that to him?? I've about had it with him to a certain extent though?? I just can't see myself doing that right now. If ever anyways so maybe. I won't fantasize about killing him right now!!!!!! I do how ever still love him and. I'll always love him regardless what. I do for him it's just maybe so hard for me too forget about him?? "Life After Him" by Daughtry and "It's Not Over" by Daughtry these are the two songs that describe my bf. xoxoxoxo Angela