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I'm so sorry you have dropped into such a deep depression. I haven't felt myself completely today so I hope this comes out right.

I don't know what is happening with you but the depression is obvious. On top of that your body or brain for a more appropriate word is probably still addicted to your pills. My partner went onto those after seroquel and he has got him self down to 5mg a day now. He said they were affecting him too much and didn't like it. But seems to be doing ok now.

I really wonder though how much of this is withdrawal and how much is depression? I think you need to discuss with your doctor if going off completely is the right thing to do, because from the picture you are painting I personally don't think it is. If I were like that I'd be onto my doc in a minute because I don't think being a staff sergeant is normal behaviour (unless you are a staff sergeant that is).

Good luck with this and if need be contact your GP if you have one,

Rhiannon