He says (the dealer) since I'm Stephs sister, I get free dope. He makes it, so it doesn't cost him that much. Meth is cheap to make, higher to sell. He says I'm his "guinea pig". I get to test out all the meth before he sells it, basically.

Justin doesn't know... He thinks that because I've been sick lately, my appetite has decreased and that's why the weight is coming off. I think he has suspecions of me using, because he asked me about the bags under my eyes this past weekend and said, "You better not be doing any ***** again, Stacy.", but that's as far as it went. I WANT to quit using, I really do. It's just easier said than done.