Dear Phrick,, your unrelenting endurance and committment to your own self care are an inspiration to us all. and if that comes with a few mood swings, and your family can tolerate it,, understand it even,,, then please stop beating yourself up~!! I watch you be so adult and responsible to everyone, let you be one of the recipients of your mercy , as well as your anger. hoping for the very best for you!!!! your Friend,, Gus