Susan,

I do agree with the statement that being NUMB is ok sometimes. You have been dealing with so much these past few months. Remembering, reliving, talking about it, and feeling all if these emotions at once. It is very, very overwhelming. I know right now, it seems hopeless, like you will never get out of the rut, but that simply is not true. You have made tremendious progress. I have seen that in you.

What I would suggest is having a talk with your Pdoc, voice your concerns and see what he/she says. I know for me, my PDoc was very easy to talk to and in the end, discussing it we both came to a mutual decision that was best. Please do not stop your meds abruptly. Although, I do understand what your saying. If anything, weaning is best, but defintly talk to your Pdoc first.



Huggles,

Jen