I don't know. I mean, on one hand I don't think he ever did it before when I was in control of the body and maybe he didn't know that it seemed weird, but it made some inside really nervous and were tense for the rest of the day. Like, we were alone because everyone was either downstairs or out, and I/we were actually afraid that he would hurt us. He didn't of course.
I just don't know if maybe he was just trying to be affectionate or if there was something icky behind it...and if he was just trying to be affectionate then I'm just crazy or way too sensitive.
See how easy it is to feel like a liar and an idiot?