Let us know what the doctor said -okay fool007?? I wanted to reflect for a moment on your title 'all I want is to be in love again'. You won't be able to find love or have a successful relationship, until you get yourself healthy. Only then will you be receptive to having a nurturing fulfilling relationship. You can't expect a plant to grow in desolate soil - right? The problem is, you're in mental pain and you want instant gratification/ a solution but there isn't one at this moment....this causes you stress. I'm happy you realize, that you have the choice to postpone finding solutions for your relationships ATM. Put those problems in a locked box for now because you aren't in a position to participate in a relationship.

Tell the lady you're living with, that you're sick just like a person who has diabetes is sick and that you need her to give you a break and be compassionate...while you get better. The priority now is to get stronger mentally and physically.