Today I'm actually enjoying my morning. First time in a long time. I actually didn't wake up anxious this morning. Although I still didn't want to get out of bed. Tried to roll over and go back to sleep, but I couldn't. Hoping the rest of the day goes well too. I just don't know what I'm going to do with myself once I get off here. I want to do something productive today. Maybe I will try scrap booking. Been a long time since I sat down and done that. Hope I can find my creative center. Really don't feel like just sitting around watching tv. Makes me restless when I don't have something to do and today I feel somewhat motivated. So hopefully I can be productive.