I don't get along with my family. I've stopped talking to my mother, father and 2 brothers for a few yrs now. I refuse to be abused by them. I've been getting to the point of leting go of my relationship with my sister, my other brother and my husband. I'm so tired that my feelings don't count. That I'm the mean one because I don't call when I'm sick or just feeling down. I'm told I'm to sensitve when I'm called the B-word or that I don't do my part. I'm mean. I matter just as much as them. I want to run away sometimes to so they are free from dealing with such a mean person as me. I have so much on my plate and I'm so stressed out. I feel so alone and hated. How do you have a life with people who constantly remind you what a mean person you are? I'm not perfect but I'm not telling them their mean. What gives them the right! Why bother being around if you know your not wanted? It's so bad that I get sick to my stomic just thinking I have to be around them. I used to run away from my problems but thats only a temp fix. How do I stop the insults? What do other people do when in a toxic family?