Things just get worse

It's like I keep getting signs that confirm my life is over

I was having a usual crappy terrifying morning and could not wake up to take care of my kids so my mom was

I was suffering from my usual panic

then finally forced myself to get up and take care of them

so I went to bathe my daughter and did not realize she spilled water on the floor

as I walked in to get her I slipped horribly and my foot slammed into the cabinet and now my two toes are bent and broken

So I won't be able to do any exercise or yoga which helps for 6 weeks

And so I will fall deeper into this darkness