Thanks, everyone....

Today, I feel a bit distant from it all...I'm not sure why. I feel confused. And those automatic negative thoughts are playing with my mind....blech!

I am going to let myself take it easy though and not let it consume me...

Sannah - No, I'm not sure what made me feel safe enough to let my guard down with T....Perhaps I'm trying to put some trust into the relationship, have some faith that he will guide me through...and have some faith in myself that I can work through whatever happens...I just know that I can't keep going on feeling so miserable.