just back from my BF's house this is what he said happend but i don't know if i should believe him because he saw how scared i was he might of changed things: he said we both got really drunk, well everyone did, and me, his friend and him went to one of the bed rooms up stairs and strated messing about playing dirty dares then it started to get really serious his friend started fingering me then my BF did and then i Tossed off his friend of so my BF got jealous and kicked him out of the room, then i tossed my BF off and well he said we had ORAL SEX (which i really don't know what it is?) and then we went back down stairs and shared a sleeping bag.

i really don't know if i should believe him because he is always trying to protect me so he could be lieing so i stop been to scared and what is oral sex, yes i know it is kind of stupid if i don't know what it is even though i may or may not have done it?

i am waiting for when i am suposed to be on a period to get really scared if him might of missed something out and i could be in big trouble if he did. so i will up date in about 1 week.