i too am glad that you can talk to your T about this. how very brave! don't worry about not being able to say it here... all we really care about is trying to keep you feeling safe and knowing that you're a very valued person here. i am here if you ever want to talk about anything or just need hugs. i'm sorry that you're so upset. i hope that you and your T can figure out a way to have you feeling better again soon. (((((((((((monty))))))))))))))


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