Hello disaster,

You will find that once you are able to drop your jealousy you won't be afraid to have other people around you. But while you are too jealous of other women around your bf to actually have any friends it won't work because every one you try to befriend you will be sizing up to see if she's interested in your boyfriend or to see if he's interested in her and it won't be friendly or pretty.

You will find that the people here at PC are friendly and we will be supportive of you and help you through things; though I know that isn't what you really mean by friends at least we will be here for you until you start to get your self esteem back and are ready to go to places like mothers clubs, coffee days and playgroups with your baby and make friends that way. It will open up for you you just need to be patient and you need to be open and trusting,

Rhiannon