((((Koala))))
I know I can relate to this so much....I too feel that way many, many times. I feel as though I am failing as a client because I'm so unhappy, that maybe I'm too much of a burden for T, that he's disappointed in me, would prefer to work with other clients that are "easier"...blech.
I know it's hard not to feel that way. Have you talked to T about your feelings? Perhaps she will be able to reassure you?
I know that I talked to T about something along these lines, like I'm not getting better fast enough....T gave me the reassurance I needed in order to progress.
As I look back on it, it was important for my T to give me that reassurance, so that I could do the work I needed to in order to get past that stumbling block - because my focus on failing would just get in the way.