I suppose I do have an inner child. I had to grow up fast cause my parents put me in as the care taker of my brother and sisters, but I had to take care of there inner people as well. I also had to protect them from not only physical but mental abuse. I am a caretaker. I try to fix everybody elses problems. Now I find that..........how can I fix me.

I agree with the others. You have to take care of your inner self to become whole.