I am 17 weeks pregnant. My "boy-friend" kicked me out. He is very verbally abusive. I have lost 3 good paying jobs because of him coming in raising chaos. He trys to tell me what to wear, and how to raise m children (which aren't his). Oneday I went to the beach with a friend I hadn't seen in a year and he absolutely flipped. everyday he come homes, I am a B***, or a wh***, etc etc etc. Think of every name and I have been called it. I am worthless he wishes I'd die, blah blah blah. Well we got into a fight that day of the beach and he said get out! I said ok, grabbed my stuff and kids and was out in 5min flat. Next day my friends cam over and moved all of my stuff outta the house. Now I am 27 years old with 2 children and one on the way. I cannot work a job b/c i am on bed rest He keeps calling me everyday being nice, then a butt, nice, then mean. AHHHH!!! I dont want to be with him he says he loves me? I have yet to say anything derogatory to him. Well, tonight he needed a ride to cash his paycheck, I said ok. Well he sees this book in my car where I write when I feel a panic attack coming on and it just says alot of stuff like: Make it go away, God please help me I know I have sinned, When will I ever find real love? Well he saw the last one and lost it! Now all night he has been texting me pretending he meant the text to go to someone else and it says he is with a girl, or that girl he met tonight is hot, blah blah blag. I know he's just sitting there with a bottle of JACK DANIELS. He's constantly making feel like crap. HELP!!