I'm really sad about being blocked from posting for 4 weeks at another online support forum. I just realized this today as I thought about it and started to cry.

Four weeks is a really long time and next time it will be for 8 weeks. I don't know how I'm going to survive this. I feel really sad right now. I wish I could turn back time. There is not much in life for me that brings me joy. Posting over there made me happy. Now I cannot do that for another 3 weeks.

I don't know what to do. I feel really sad.