I know how you feel. Except my boyfriend at the time didn't want me to have friends, so now I really dont. My good friend moved away, and all the people whom I thought were friends aren't!! I call them etc etc they never call back I just want someone to talk to. I feel soooo lonely, I have no job and I am on bedrest so i am stuck in four walls with my children all day. I dont know what to tell you, but be thankful you have a boyfriend who loves you