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Originally Posted by mixedup_emotions
You really have a lot on your plate here, with everything happening at once....and you're handling it very well!
I'm glad you're reaching out to get your needs met....that's important.
Sitting in the "regular" chair must have been an amazing moment....one that I'm sure your pdoc will never forget....Wow.
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I don't think I'm handling it very well. I haven't done anything crazy, but at the same time - internal freakout always in progress!
Needs met... hmm... I never thought about it like that!
Pdoc was surprised. He was more surprised when I was in the psychotherapy group with him, and one day I just sat in the chair for the entire meeting. I think everyone was shocked I could do that and appear "normal"!
(I'll say this though, I don't know how you all do it. His chair was bloody uncomfortable. I'm in mine 8+ hours a day, but mine is a lot more comfy than that one! I like rolly-chairs though. So much more fun than my wheelchair
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Oh gah. I miss my pdoc. I miss my therapists. I miss my university and I'm still going to be back there for two days next week.
I still don't get this "loss" thing. And now no therapist to talk about it with.
He (pdoc) said I needed to find someone to talk to. I never realized how much I actually LIKED talking about myself before this. (Up to a point I never would talk about myself at all)