koala i'm so sorry you are feeling this way and i think you if at all possale should share this with your T.i struggle with the fact that i know for sure i am giving my T total fits of frustration week after week.but one thing i have allowed myself to notice and really feel in my heart is that every week she comes down those stares and gets me for T.she hasnt gotten rid of me to someone else or sent me to hosp.so although i frear this i guess i must be ok