I think I'm depressed again. I have no motivation to do anything and I'm really tearful right now. I haven't felt happiness for more than 2 weeks now.

I can't concentrate and I can't study. I tried to study, but I couldn't for more than an hour. I just end up lying my head on the desk.

Thanks Emily, it means a lot that you posted to me above...since you know me. Thank Lou, I don't agree with blocks for anyone.

I just have to find so way to distract myself.

I'm been saving my replies for when I can post again. So far I have 52 replies. I'm going to try to be a different person when I go back. I'm going to try to help others more.

I'm just lonely. I don't know people here.