(First Time Poster) I HATE being like this... I feel like now that I'm in my adult life, I can't find a straight path to take to accomplish things. control how I am going to feel or be at certain situations. It has effected my life so much and I feel like I am alone (although I am glad for this group!). My personality feels like it goes from one extreme to the other... and I cannot understand why does the word "LOST" describe me the most? Does anyone else feel like this? I thought these feelings would end when I reached adulthood.