Thanks Gus
- I kind of feel like I'm just an actor playing the part of "adult and responsible" most of the time! I want to do well by my family especially my kids, better than my parents did by me. It's rough. We talked last night, they and I, and i think we have an understanding going on now. Today has been much smoother so far. We'll see if it lasts i suppose.
Rhiannon - thanks to you too. I don't know how I sunk so far so fast either but you're right it's bad. No way to even pretend to try to think about denying it. I put Hubby in charge of figuring out what to do, whether we wait till Monday or call P's emergency line or what. I can't think so far ahead right now. Right now it's one step then breathe, then the next step, till the day is done.
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Originally Posted by Gus1234U
Dear Phrick,, your unrelenting endurance and committment to your own self care are an inspiration to us all. and if that comes with a few mood swings, and your family can tolerate it,, understand it even,,, then please stop beating yourself up~!! I watch you be so adult and responsible to everyone, let you be one of the recipients of your mercy , as well as your anger. hoping for the very best for you!!!! your Friend,, Gus  |