Hey again

Last night the whole "love" word was used... in the context of "love you lots and lots baby" - from him to me... It started with both of us being silly and smart a**es with each other. and I had replied to one email/chat with oh yeah "luv you too w**ker"... went on to explain that the "luv" wasn't "love" LOL weird conversation... but any way he ended the call with "love you lots and lots and lots"... My reply was "love ya too babe"... It felt weird.. crazy i know. I could love him, and in some ways I do love him - just didn't expect the first time it to be said on a sykpe video chat..
If I love i get hurt.. but if i don't then I don't get to have the happiness that I deserve.