oh my god i am freaking out so much

my life is over destroyed

this divorce has killed me

my mind is completely destroyed

every thought i think is corrupt

i can't live waiting expecting thinking about my aging and dying every second and dreading life every second

i have no life no friends no job nothing and I can't get it

I am traumatized by this shared custody and being all alone

and now broken my toes so I cannot do anything

and my house is for sale so these damn showings are torture for me to get the house ready constantly

I can't even brush my teeth for gods sake how do I raise two kids take care of the house or do anything

and no one give me any comfort whatsoever they just repeat coldly like a broken record that this will go away i will be fine

there's no solution no way out no cure no relief

my life is ruined and i have to see everyone around living normally like i used to and everything has been stolen from me