Valis, I understand having the feelings that you are having, and I can definitely relate to the things you said. Sometimes it just feels like no one cares and that there's no end in sight. Depression tells us these things. The little glimmers of hope you mentioned...the "it'll be alright", or the "you'll get over it" are sometimes said by those that really care. Maybe they just don't know what else to say. Nonetheless, it can be terribly frustrating. I understand. If you ever need to talk, I'll be here to listen. Just PM me when ever you feel the need. I might not always say all the right things, but I can offer my support. I really do care about the people of this community, and you are included in that. Take care of yourself.